When we are pregnant it ends in a birth when we are alive and death comes it is the beginning of Eternity
Saturday, February 19, 2011
reluctantt
A BOOK FULL OF DEATH
I MUST CONFESS.... I WAS LOST IN THE PAGES OF THE FINAL CHAPTER OF YOUR BOOK.
THE ONE TITLED "ILL WAIT FOR YOU ALONE."
ON YOUR DEATH BED WE BEGGED TO THE SAINTS,ANGELS AND JESUS
I BARELY RECALL WHO TOOK YOU TO HEAVEN
I BELIEVE IT WAS A BRIGHT BLUE SHINING FACE THAT WAS SHIMMERING LIKE THE OCEAN ON
A CLEAR SUNNY DAY ..SPARKLING AND AMAZING!
SO ALONE I READ
AND SAT IN REGRET OF ALL THE THINGS IVE DONE AND SAID AND DIDNT DO AND DIDNT SAY
FOR ALL THAT IVE BLESSED AND ALL THAT IVE WRONGED I AM TRULY GREATFUL
NOTHING IS MORE FRUSTRATING
SOMETHINGS GOT TO GIVE
BODIES LIE WHILE THE FLATLINES ARE SHOWN ONE AFTER THE OTHER SEEMS LIKE EVERY MINUTE
THERE ARE ANGELS ON THE SIDELINES AWAITING THEIR MISSION
AND USING THEIR SUPERHIGHWAY OF DEATH TO RACE TO RESCUE US FROM THIS HELL WE CALL LIFE
NEVER FORGET WE ARE NEVER ALONE
SOMETIMES WE ARE DRIVEN BY HATE AND CONSUMED BY FEAR
SOMETIMES WE CAN BE SELFISH AND UNDESERVING OF THE HEROIC ACTS OF THE SAINTS
NOT ONE IS WORTHY OF GODS NURTURING CARE BUT THE GRACE MAKES IT POSSIBLE
NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF PRAYER
NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF THE LORD OUR SAVIOUR JESUS CHRIST
AND JUST BECAUSE YOU DIDNT GET EVERYTHING YOU WANTED "THE SPOILED CHILD SYNDROME" DOES NOT
MEAN HE DOES NOT CARE OR YOU DID SOMETHING TO MAKE THE PRAYER WORK OR NOT WORK
IT IS...SIMPLY..... HIS WILL
WE SHOULD BE PRAYING FOR HIS WILL NOT OURS HE KNOWS ARE NEXT STEP HE KNOWS WHATS GOOD FOR US
HE MADE US TO OVERCOME THINGS TO GAIN STRENGTH TO HELP OTHERS. HE IS OUR FATHER AND HE KNOWS BEST.
THINK ABOUT IT IF YOU ARE A PARENT
YOU WOULD NOT STEER ANY OF YOUR KIDS WRONG...YOU JUST WOULDNT...AND WE HAVE THE BEST FATHER IN THE WORLD
READ HIS INSTRUCTIONS LISTEN AND OBEY HIM SOMETIMES WE GO ASTRAY HE KNOWS THIS HE MADE US IMPERFECT
THE CONSISTENCY OF LOVE IS WHAT IS IMPORTANT AND TO BE SURE EVERYONE ELSE KNOWS THAT HE LOVES US
THATS THE WHOLE REASON WE ARE HERE TO MAKE IT KNOWN THAT YOU WANT HIS WILL TO BE DONE
YOURE GIVING UP YOUR OWN POWER TRIP
HE MADE THE WORLD LET HIS WILL BE DONE BY YOUR FREE WILL ITS A CHOICE
OR JUST BE HARD HEADED LIKE THE SPOILED CHILD SYNDROME ITS UP TO YOU THE CHOICE IS YOURS I MADE MINE
AND ITS MUCH EASIER LESS STRESSFUL AND MORE REWARDING TO
LET GO
LET GOD
IF WE WOULD STOP ACTING LIKE NEANDERTHALS OR MONKEYS FIGHTING OVER PIECES OF THE GROUND THEN MAYBE
WE WOULD SEE THE REAL REASON WE ARE HERE
IT IS LOVE AND CARE ABOUT EACH OTHER PROVIDE(SOMEWHAT) FOR EACH
OTHER HELPING EACH OTHER THROUGH DIFFICULT TIMES WE ARE ALL FAMILY SO WE SHOULD ACT AS SUCH
ALL GLORY TO GOD WE ACTUALLY DO EVERYTHING THROUGH HIM SO WHEN SOMEONE THANKS YOU
YOU SHOULD SAY THANK GOD AND THEN MAYBE THEY WILL AND HE DESERVES ALOT OF THANKS
SO LETS SPREAD THE WORD BE THANKFUL NOT GREEDY WEALTHY NOT RICH AND
FATHER BLESSED US ALL WITH FREE WILL AND THIS IS WHAT WE CHOOSE I BELIEVE IF WE
LET GO &
LET GOD
THE WHOLE WORLD CAN BE SAVED FROM DESTRUCTION WE MUST REPENT AND GIVE HIM THE POWER AND THE GLORY
ANYTHING SAID IN JESUS NAME IS A PRAYER (TO ME)
HOW ANNOYING IS IT WHEN YOU KNOW YOUR KIDS SHOULD LISTEN TO YOU AND THEY DONT THAT MUST BE
HOW GOD FEELS TOWARD US SOMETIMES HE TRIES TO SHOW US HE TRIES TO GET US TO LISTEN BUT STILL
WE HAVE OUR OWN JUSTIFICATIONS AND REASONINGS AND FREE WILL THERE IS ONLY SO MUCH HE CAN DO
BECAUSE HE LETS US CHOOSE FREE WILL SO WE ALL JUST NEED TO TRY
TRY
PRAY
REPENT
SAVE THE WORLD
ONE PERSON AT A TIME
THESE WORDS ARE NOT MY OWN
THEY ARE COMING THROUGH ME I AM THE MESSENGER ONLY
WHY I HAVE BEEN CHOSEN GOD ONLY KNOWS HOWEVER I KNOW THAT WE ALL HAVE THE CAPABILITY I HAVE HAD THIS SINCE I WAS
YOUNG BUT UNTIL NOW DID NOT WANT TO ACCEPT IT SO FOR THAT I SAY PROPS JC FOR BEING PATIENT WITH ME AND SHOWING ME
COMPASSION AND UNDERSTANDING WHEN YOU COULD HAVE JUST SLAPPED ME LOL WHO LOVES YA? THATS RIGHT...I DO
PLEASE BE WITH ALL THE FAMILIES THAT ARE SICK, UNDER THE WEATHER, DEPRESSED, SAD, RELUCTANT, IMPATIENT, ETC....
YOU ALREADY KNOW OUR NEEDS AND WANTS BUT IT HELPS TO HAVE ALOT OF BEACONS SHINING FOR YOU AND GOING TO BAT WITH YOU
WE CAN LOOK AT IT AS THOUGH WHEN SOMEONE PRAYS FOR US LIKE THEY ARE OUR CHEERLEADERS, LAWYERS PRESENTING A CASE,
OR PARENTS LOOKING OUT FOR THE CHILDREN WHAT EVER MAKES IT MAKE SENSE IN YOUR HEAD REIDERATION IS NECESSARY FOR COMPREHENSION
DO UNTO OTHERS WHAT YOU WOULD HAVE THEM DO TO YOU
WE MUST PRAY FOR THE CUSTOMERS THAT ARE IN OUR LIVES WE ARE ALL CUSTOMERS OF SOME KIND!!! IF WE RECIEVE A SERVICE
OR PRODUCT WE ARE CUSTOMERS IF SOMEONE RECIEVES A SERVICE OR PRODUCT FROM US THEY ARE THE CUSTOMER ITS A CIRCLE OF CUSTOMERS
I AM A CUSTOMER OF LOVE THROUGH ALOT OF PEOPLE AND VICA VERSA (MY MIND WORKS IN WEIRD LIL WAYS!!
I AM WHO I AM I DONT APOLOGIZE FOR IT IM PROUD OF ALL MY IMPERFECTIONS AND I DONT CARE WHO LIKES IT ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME!!!
ILL ALWAYS TREASURE YOUR FRIENDSHIP AND KINDNESS
WHEN I DREAM OF YOU ITS ALWAYS THE SAME WE ARE LED BY THE SHIMERING BRIGHT BLUE FACE WE ARE
AT A TABLE THERE IS FRUIT AND NUTS AND WHITE WICKER AND PASTURES AS FAR AS THE EYE CAN SEE
YOU WERE THE CLOSEST ONE WHEN YOU LEFT A LITTLE PART OF ME WENT WITH YOU AND IM GLAD I HOPE
YOU ACCEPTED IT I HOPE YOU HOLD IT CLOSE I HOPE YOU TREASURE IT BECAUSE I WILL FOREVER
TREASURE YOU.
STRANGE HOW YOU NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH SOMEONE MEANS TO YOU UNTIL THEY ARE NOT HERE ANYMORE WHETHER
PASSED ON OR MOVED ETC.
STRANGE HOW YOU WERE THE CLOSEST YET I COULDNT BRING MYSELF TO GO TO YOUR FUNERAL EVEN
IF MONEY WAS NOT AN ISSUE WHICH IT WAS
I BARELY RECOGNIZED YOU THE BLOOD SUCKING PARASIDIC MUTANT THAT WE CALL CANCER TOOK YOU
INTO ITS STRANGLE HOLD DEATH GRIP AND WOULDNT LET GO YOU TRIED FOR AS LONG AS YOU COULD
YOU FOUGHT UNTIL THERE WAS NOT ANY STRENGTH IN YOU AT ALL AND THREE EXTERNAL BAGS LATER
YOU WERE A MEMORY BUT A GOOD ONE YOU WERE NOT PERFECT BUT YOU LOVED AND YOU HELPED EVERYONE
SO I KNOW HE HAS A VERY SPECIAL PLACE FOR YOU THERE. I STILL CANT BELIEVE YOUR GONE I KNOW YOUR STILL
LIVING YOUR LIFE AFTER DEATH AND I KNOW ONE SWEET DAY WE WILL BE REUNITED IN ALL HIS GLORY
IF I HAD ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE YOU IT WOULD BE
FAITHFUL
SOMEONE THAT INTENTIONALLY PUTS OTHERS IN A DIFFERNT MENTAL STATE OF CONSCIOUSNESS
SLEEP ETC. THEN INTENTIONALLY LEADS THEM TO CONVERSATIONS THAT ARE NONE OF THEIR
BUSINESS IS A DECEITFUL PERSON INDEED (ITS A VIOLATION OF PERSONAL PRIVACY) TO ME
THESE PEOPLE NEED TAUGHT A LESSON THAT ONLY GOD CAN TEACH ....SO BE IT IN JESUS NAME!
PEOPLE THAT GO AROUND CAUSING TROUBLE AND TRYING TO MAKE THEIRSELVES LOOK GOOD
BY SAYING OR DOING SOMETHING TO OR ABOUT SOMEONE ELSE (ESPECIALLY AN EASY TARGET-
-KIND HEARTED PEOPLE)
NEED TAUGHT A LESSON THAT ONLY GOD CAN TEACH .......SO BE IT IN JESUS NAME!
CHILDREN THAT DO THESE THINGS ARE LEARNING SO TRY NOT TO BE TOO HARD ON THEM BECAUSE YOU
WERE YOUNG ONCE TO AND YOU (WE) WERE ALL MEAN AT ONE TIME OR ANOTHER.
WHY CANT WE ALL JUST LIVE IN HARMONY AND PEACE DONT WE REALIZE THAT WE CAN MAKE THIS
A BETTER PLACE ...IF WE TRY ...TOGETHER....I AM JUST A DREAMER DREAMING THATS WHAT I DO
WHAT SUCKS ALOT IS THAT SOME OF US THINK ALL OF THIS IS BEYOND OUR CONTROL ....IT ISNT
DEAN
THANK YOU FIR ALL YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME. I APPRECIATE IT. IF YOU WOULD JUST NOT BE
TEMPERMENTAL I THINK WE COULD MAKE IT. POSSIBLY EVEN GO TO PA. IF YOU ARE UP TO IT.
I BRAG ABOUT YOU ALOT. BUT YOU CAN ONLY GET OUT OF IT WHAT YOU PUT INTO IT. SO HERE
I SIT WITH A PILE OF NEVERENDING BILLS. I CAN NOT AFFORD TO GIVE YOU THE FINER THINGS IN LIFE
WHICH YOU DESERVE. I GUESS IF YOU CAN WAIT WHEN I DO GET ON MY FEET NOTHING IS TO GOOD FOR
YOU. YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME AND I WANT TO BE THERE FOR YOU. IF I TAKE CARE OF YOU THEN
YOU WILL TAKE CARE OF ME. YOU HAVE A PERSONALITY THAT IS UNMATCHED BY ANY OTHER.
I CAN NEVER REPLACE YOU. I AM GOING TO TREAT YOU THE WAY YOU SHOULD BE TREATED BUT WE
HAVE TO BE PATIENT WHICH YOU HAVE BEEN AND I HAVE NOT ESPECIALLY WITH YOU.
THERE ARE DAYS WHEN I AM AMAZED THAT YOU ARE STILL HERE I THINK YOU HAVE AN ILLNESS
THAT I COULD FIX WITH MONEY. I THINK YOUR SMART. I THINK I WANT TO keep YOU.
GINA
I WONDER IF THERE ARE THE OTHERS WITHIN THE VEIL THAT GET PUZZLED AND AMUSED AT OUR
EVERYDAY LIFE FOR ALL WE KNOW WE COULD BE THEIR SOAP OPERAS YOU NEVER KNOW BUT IT IS FUN TO
GUESS AND YES MY LIL OL MIND WORKS IN WEIRD WAYS.
SO BE THE STAR IN YOUR OWN SOAP OPERA AND CREATE THE PERSON THAT OTHERS SEE AND YOU WANT TO
BE BECAUSE YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF THAT YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF YOUR ACTIONS REACTIONS THOUGHT
S WISHES AND ALL OTHER ASPECTS THERE IS NOT VERY STRICT GUIDELINES TO OUR LIVES WE CAN
HAVE ALOT OF DEFFERENT VARIATIONS IN IT AND WE CHANGE EVERYDAY. WE CAN FALLIN LOVE DAILY
WITH OURSELVES OR OTHERS WE JUST HAVE TO PERMIT OURSELVES TO DO THIS AND I JOKINGLY SAY IM
MARRIED TO GOD BUT ARENT WE ALL A LITTLE HE IS SUPPOSED TO COME BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE SO HES
ABOVE ALL IF THERE WERE A STRONGER WORD THAN MARRIAGE THEN THAT IS WHAT IT WOULD BE ...TO ME
I TRY TO CONSULT HIM AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE,IM STILL A WORK IN PROGRESS
I TRY TO FIND BEAUTY IN NATURE BECAUSE THAT IS EVERCHANGING AND SOME OF THE THINGS IN
NATURE HAVE SEEN BIBLICAL DAYS SO WE NEED TO PRESERVE IT SOME LIVE LIKE THERES NO
TOMORROW IN SOME CASES THIS IS GOOD OTHERS NOT SO MUCH
WHEN IT COMES TO LITTERING THIS IS BAD
UNLESS YOU WANT YOUR GRANDKIDS TO DRINK CONTAMINATED WATER WE NEED CLEAN WATER
HAVE YOU EVER WATCHED THE SHOW IDIOCRACY IF NOT YOU SHOULD...
ALL LITTLE BRATS ARE ANGELS
WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER MAYBE WE SHOULD ACT AS SUCH
gina
YOU have the power of self-sufficiency.
Sometimes people-no matter how much they love you
-can't help as much as you can help YOURSELF
Do not resent them for this. There are certain places we
must travel alone. However;the ability to lift
your own spirits is a skill that is exhilerating.
Write your worry, fear, stress, sadness and anger down on paper.
Getting these negative thoughts out of YOUR head is the first step TO PERSERVERENCE
RECOGNIZE your own kick-ass COMPLIMENTS THAT YOU HAVE for you.
All you really have to do is say the opposite of what your negative thoughts tell
you BY THE WAY THIS IS JUST A DARK ENTITY BULLY! if you don't think you can do something
look yourself right in the mirror(sober)
and tell yourself that you CAN and WILL. it will not happen the first time.
But anyone that knows ME knows i believe reideration is necessary for comprehension
even in the id or subconscience mind.
Look in the mirror and repeat what you WANT to be -- out loud.
If you repeat it ten times YOU will start to believe it and then so will others
and then it becomes part of YOU
your thoughts and actions WILL follow your words and become reality. Remember
I always say IT is YOUR damn boat here in life ROW it YOUR way talk like a coach.
Strategy is everything Make it happen. Tell yourself how you're going to win this
game of life. Pump yourself up daily in the mirror. this might sound crazy but it WORKS!!!
Do all those things for yourself DAILY and you will be the person you want to be.
If its alot you want to change or a litlle all you have to do is say over and over
I'm number one! I'm number one." It works I am proof of this.
I used to have self esteem problems.
Believe all of this you say to yourself. You are capable beyond your own comprehension.
The brain is a mighty tool USE IT
Gina Raymond Setzer: when i fish i hope i do to
on January 10th, 2011 at 11:49 pm
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January 2nd, 2011
puzzled and amused
I WONDER IF THERE ARE THE OTHERS WITHIN THE VEIL THAT GET PUZZLED AND AMUSED AT OUR EVERYDAY LIFE..
.............................. FOR ALL WE KNOW WE COULD BE THEIR SOAP OPERAS............... YOU NEVER KNOW BUT
IT IS FUN TO GUESS ..................................
AND YES MY LIL OL MIND WORKS IN WEIRD WAYS.
SO BE THE STAR IN YOUR OWN SOAP OPERA.................................... AND CREATE THE PERSON THAT OTHERS SEE AND
YOU WANT TO
BE..................................................................................................................
BECAUSE YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF THAT........................................... YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF YOUR ACTIONS,
REACTIONS, THOUGHTS WISHES, AND ALL OTHER ASPECTS of DESTINY.............................. THERE IS NOT VERY STRICT
GUIDELINES TO OUR LIVES WE CAN
HAVE ALOT OF DIFFERENT VARIATIONS IN IT AND still achieve our purpose and destiny......................................
..................................................
WE CHANGE EVERYDAY. ............................................................................. WE CAN FALLING in or
out of LOVE DAILY.................................................
WITH OURSELVES OR OTHERS................................................................. WE JUST HAVE TO PERMIT
OURSELVES TO DO THIS......................... AND I JOKINGLY SAY IM MARRIED TO GOD ............................
............... BUT AREN'T WE ALL ......A LITTLE ...............................................................
HE IS SUPPOSED TO COME BEFORE ANYTHING.................................
SO HE IS ABOVE ALL........................................................................................
. IF THERE WERE A STRONGER WORD THAN MARRIAGE THAT FIT IT THEN I WOULD USE THAT WORD ...THIS IS IN MY head.
.......................
TO ME HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THE ONLY MAN I PUT COMPLETE TRUST IN AND IF YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND THAT I HOPE ONE DAY
YOU DO!!!!!!!!!! BECAUSE MAN (GENDER NOT SPECIFIC) WILL LET YOU DOWN ...NOT ONE IS PERFECT....................
............................................
I TRY TO CONSULT HIM AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE,.................................... IM STILL A WORK IN PROGRESS
I TRY TO FIND BEAUTY IN NATURE BECAUSE THAT IS EVER CHANGING......................................................
................................................. AND SOME OF THE THINGS IN NATURE HAVE SEEN BIBLICAL DAYS...
SO WE NEED TO PRESERVE IT ............................................................ SOME LIVE LIKE THERE
NO TOMORROW.................................................. IN SOME CASES THIS IS GOOD OTHERS NOT SO MUCH
.........................
WHEN IT COMES TO LITTERING AND SIMILAR CRIMES.................... THIS IS BAD
UNLESS YOU WANT YOUR GRAND-KIDS TO DRINK CONTAMINATED WATER .....................................................
.........WE NEED CLEAN WATER
EVERYTHING ENDS UP IN THE DAMN WATER...................................
HAVE YOU EVER WATCHED THE MOVIE IDIOCRACY IF NOT YOU SHOULD... BECAUSE IT SHOWS WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN IF WE GET ANY
MORE DISRESPECTFUL BUT ITS A COMEDY CHECK IT OUT.........
ALL LITTLE BRATS ARE ANGELS OUR KIDS AND GRAND KIDS DEPEND ON US TO MAKE IT BETTER ...............................
............................
WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER MAYBE WE SHOULD ACT AS SUCH
OH WELL SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE A PREACHER AND OTHER TIMES
I FEEL LIKE A SAILOR FOR THE OBVIOUS REASONS LIKE I SAID IM NOT ANYWHERE ON THE SPECTRUM OF PERFECTION NOR
WILL I EVER BE BUT I TRY WHEN I AM AWARE WE ALL FALL SHORT BE CAREFUL WE SHOULDN'T JUDGE WE ALL DO SOMETIMES
CATCH YOURSELF REPENT ALL IS FORGIVEN..........DAILY
I MUST CONFESS.... I WAS LOST IN THE PAGES OF THE FINAL CHAPTER OF YOUR BOOK.
THE ONE TITLED "ILL WAIT FOR YOU ALONE."
ON YOUR DEATH BED WE BEGGED TO THE SAINTS,ANGELS AND JESUS
I BARELY RECALL WHO TOOK YOU TO HEAVEN
I BELIEVE IT WAS A BRIGHT BLUE SHINING FACE THAT WAS SHIMMERING LIKE THE OCEAN ON
A CLEAR SUNNY DAY ..SPARKLING AND AMAZING!
SO ALONE I READ
AND SAT IN REGRET OF ALL THE THINGS IVE DONE AND SAID AND DIDNT DO AND DIDNT SAY
FOR ALL THAT IVE BLESSED AND ALL THAT IVE WRONGED I AM TRULY GREATFUL
NOTHING IS MORE FRUSTRATING
SOMETHINGS GOT TO GIVE
BODIES LIE WHILE THE FLATLINES ARE SHOWN ONE AFTER THE OTHER SEEMS LIKE EVERY MINUTE
THERE ARE ANGELS ON THE SIDELINES AWAITING THEIR MISSION
AND USING THEIR SUPERHIGHWAY OF DEATH TO RACE TO RESCUE US FROM THIS HELL WE CALL LIFE
NEVER FORGET WE ARE NEVER ALONE
SOMETIMES WE ARE DRIVEN BY HATE AND CONSUMED BY FEAR
SOMETIMES WE CAN BE SELFISH AND UNDESERVING OF THE HEROIC ACTS OF THE SAINTS
NOT ONE IS WORTHY OF GODS NURTURING CARE BUT THE GRACE MAKES IT POSSIBLE
NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF PRAYER
NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF THE LORD OUR SAVIOUR JESUS CHRIST
AND JUST BECAUSE YOU DIDNT GET EVERYTHING YOU WANTED "THE SPOILED CHILD SYNDROME" DOES NOT
MEAN HE DOES NOT CARE OR YOU DID SOMETHING TO MAKE THE PRAYER WORK OR NOT WORK
IT IS...SIMPLY..... HIS WILL
WE SHOULD BE PRAYING FOR HIS WILL NOT OURS HE KNOWS ARE NEXT STEP HE KNOWS WHATS GOOD FOR US
HE MADE US TO OVERCOME THINGS TO GAIN STRENGTH TO HELP OTHERS. HE IS OUR FATHER AND HE KNOWS BEST.
THINK ABOUT IT IF YOU ARE A PARENT
YOU WOULD NOT STEER ANY OF YOUR KIDS WRONG...YOU JUST WOULDNT...AND WE HAVE THE BEST FATHER IN THE WORLD
READ HIS INSTRUCTIONS LISTEN AND OBEY HIM SOMETIMES WE GO ASTRAY HE KNOWS THIS HE MADE US IMPERFECT
THE CONSISTENCY OF LOVE IS WHAT IS IMPORTANT AND TO BE SURE EVERYONE ELSE KNOWS THAT HE LOVES US
THATS THE WHOLE REASON WE ARE HERE TO MAKE IT KNOWN THAT YOU WANT HIS WILL TO BE DONE
YOURE GIVING UP YOUR OWN POWER TRIP
HE MADE THE WORLD LET HIS WILL BE DONE BY YOUR FREE WILL ITS A CHOICE
OR JUST BE HARD HEADED LIKE THE SPOILED CHILD SYNDROME ITS UP TO YOU THE CHOICE IS YOURS I MADE MINE
AND ITS MUCH EASIER LESS STRESSFUL AND MORE REWARDING TO
LET GO
LET GOD
IF WE WOULD STOP ACTING LIKE NEANDERTHALS OR MONKEYS FIGHTING OVER PIECES OF THE GROUND THEN MAYBE
WE WOULD SEE THE REAL REASON WE ARE HERE
IT IS LOVE AND CARE ABOUT EACH OTHER PROVIDE(SOMEWHAT) FOR EACH
OTHER HELPING EACH OTHER THROUGH DIFFICULT TIMES WE ARE ALL FAMILY SO WE SHOULD ACT AS SUCH
ALL GLORY TO GOD WE ACTUALLY DO EVERYTHING THROUGH HIM SO WHEN SOMEONE THANKS YOU
YOU SHOULD SAY THANK GOD AND THEN MAYBE THEY WILL AND HE DESERVES ALOT OF THANKS
SO LETS SPREAD THE WORD BE THANKFUL NOT GREEDY WEALTHY NOT RICH AND
FATHER BLESSED US ALL WITH FREE WILL AND THIS IS WHAT WE CHOOSE I BELIEVE IF WE
LET GO &
LET GOD
THE WHOLE WORLD CAN BE SAVED FROM DESTRUCTION WE MUST REPENT AND GIVE HIM THE POWER AND THE GLORY
ANYTHING SAID IN JESUS NAME IS A PRAYER (TO ME)
HOW ANNOYING IS IT WHEN YOU KNOW YOUR KIDS SHOULD LISTEN TO YOU AND THEY DONT THAT MUST BE
HOW GOD FEELS TOWARD US SOMETIMES HE TRIES TO SHOW US HE TRIES TO GET US TO LISTEN BUT STILL
WE HAVE OUR OWN JUSTIFICATIONS AND REASONINGS AND FREE WILL THERE IS ONLY SO MUCH HE CAN DO
BECAUSE HE LETS US CHOOSE FREE WILL SO WE ALL JUST NEED TO TRY
TRY
PRAY
REPENT
SAVE THE WORLD
ONE PERSON AT A TIME
THESE WORDS ARE NOT MY OWN
THEY ARE COMING THROUGH ME I AM THE MESSENGER ONLY
WHY I HAVE BEEN CHOSEN GOD ONLY KNOWS HOWEVER I KNOW THAT WE ALL HAVE THE CAPABILITY I HAVE HAD THIS SINCE I WAS
YOUNG BUT UNTIL NOW DID NOT WANT TO ACCEPT IT SO FOR THAT I SAY PROPS JC FOR BEING PATIENT WITH ME AND SHOWING ME
COMPASSION AND UNDERSTANDING WHEN YOU COULD HAVE JUST SLAPPED ME LOL WHO LOVES YA? THATS RIGHT...I DO
PLEASE BE WITH ALL THE FAMILIES THAT ARE SICK, UNDER THE WEATHER, DEPRESSED, SAD, RELUCTANT, IMPATIENT, ETC....
YOU ALREADY KNOW OUR NEEDS AND WANTS BUT IT HELPS TO HAVE ALOT OF BEACONS SHINING FOR YOU AND GOING TO BAT WITH YOU
WE CAN LOOK AT IT AS THOUGH WHEN SOMEONE PRAYS FOR US LIKE THEY ARE OUR CHEERLEADERS, LAWYERS PRESENTING A CASE,
OR PARENTS LOOKING OUT FOR THE CHILDREN WHAT EVER MAKES IT MAKE SENSE IN YOUR HEAD REIDERATION IS NECESSARY FOR COMPREHENSION
DO UNTO OTHERS WHAT YOU WOULD HAVE THEM DO TO YOU
WE MUST PRAY FOR THE CUSTOMERS THAT ARE IN OUR LIVES WE ARE ALL CUSTOMERS OF SOME KIND!!! IF WE RECIEVE A SERVICE
OR PRODUCT WE ARE CUSTOMERS IF SOMEONE RECIEVES A SERVICE OR PRODUCT FROM US THEY ARE THE CUSTOMER ITS A CIRCLE OF CUSTOMERS
I AM A CUSTOMER OF LOVE THROUGH ALOT OF PEOPLE AND VICA VERSA (MY MIND WORKS IN WEIRD LIL WAYS!!
I AM WHO I AM I DONT APOLOGIZE FOR IT IM PROUD OF ALL MY IMPERFECTIONS AND I DONT CARE WHO LIKES IT ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME!!!
ILL ALWAYS TREASURE YOUR FRIENDSHIP AND KINDNESS
WHEN I DREAM OF YOU ITS ALWAYS THE SAME WE ARE LED BY THE SHIMERING BRIGHT BLUE FACE WE ARE
AT A TABLE THERE IS FRUIT AND NUTS AND WHITE WICKER AND PASTURES AS FAR AS THE EYE CAN SEE
YOU WERE THE CLOSEST ONE WHEN YOU LEFT A LITTLE PART OF ME WENT WITH YOU AND IM GLAD I HOPE
YOU ACCEPTED IT I HOPE YOU HOLD IT CLOSE I HOPE YOU TREASURE IT BECAUSE I WILL FOREVER
TREASURE YOU.
STRANGE HOW YOU NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH SOMEONE MEANS TO YOU UNTIL THEY ARE NOT HERE ANYMORE WHETHER
PASSED ON OR MOVED ETC.
STRANGE HOW YOU WERE THE CLOSEST YET I COULDNT BRING MYSELF TO GO TO YOUR FUNERAL EVEN
IF MONEY WAS NOT AN ISSUE WHICH IT WAS
I BARELY RECOGNIZED YOU THE BLOOD SUCKING PARASIDIC MUTANT THAT WE CALL CANCER TOOK YOU
INTO ITS STRANGLE HOLD DEATH GRIP AND WOULDNT LET GO YOU TRIED FOR AS LONG AS YOU COULD
YOU FOUGHT UNTIL THERE WAS NOT ANY STRENGTH IN YOU AT ALL AND THREE EXTERNAL BAGS LATER
YOU WERE A MEMORY BUT A GOOD ONE YOU WERE NOT PERFECT BUT YOU LOVED AND YOU HELPED EVERYONE
SO I KNOW HE HAS A VERY SPECIAL PLACE FOR YOU THERE. I STILL CANT BELIEVE YOUR GONE I KNOW YOUR STILL
LIVING YOUR LIFE AFTER DEATH AND I KNOW ONE SWEET DAY WE WILL BE REUNITED IN ALL HIS GLORY
IF I HAD ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE YOU IT WOULD BE
FAITHFUL
SOMEONE THAT INTENTIONALLY PUTS OTHERS IN A DIFFERNT MENTAL STATE OF CONSCIOUSNESS
SLEEP ETC. THEN INTENTIONALLY LEADS THEM TO CONVERSATIONS THAT ARE NONE OF THEIR
BUSINESS IS A DECEITFUL PERSON INDEED (ITS A VIOLATION OF PERSONAL PRIVACY) TO ME
THESE PEOPLE NEED TAUGHT A LESSON THAT ONLY GOD CAN TEACH ....SO BE IT IN JESUS NAME!
PEOPLE THAT GO AROUND CAUSING TROUBLE AND TRYING TO MAKE THEIRSELVES LOOK GOOD
BY SAYING OR DOING SOMETHING TO OR ABOUT SOMEONE ELSE (ESPECIALLY AN EASY TARGET-
-KIND HEARTED PEOPLE)
NEED TAUGHT A LESSON THAT ONLY GOD CAN TEACH .......SO BE IT IN JESUS NAME!
CHILDREN THAT DO THESE THINGS ARE LEARNING SO TRY NOT TO BE TOO HARD ON THEM BECAUSE YOU
WERE YOUNG ONCE TO AND YOU (WE) WERE ALL MEAN AT ONE TIME OR ANOTHER.
WHY CANT WE ALL JUST LIVE IN HARMONY AND PEACE DONT WE REALIZE THAT WE CAN MAKE THIS
A BETTER PLACE ...IF WE TRY ...TOGETHER....I AM JUST A DREAMER DREAMING THATS WHAT I DO
WHAT SUCKS ALOT IS THAT SOME OF US THINK ALL OF THIS IS BEYOND OUR CONTROL ....IT ISNT
DEAN
THANK YOU FIR ALL YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME. I APPRECIATE IT. IF YOU WOULD JUST NOT BE
TEMPERMENTAL I THINK WE COULD MAKE IT. POSSIBLY EVEN GO TO PA. IF YOU ARE UP TO IT.
I BRAG ABOUT YOU ALOT. BUT YOU CAN ONLY GET OUT OF IT WHAT YOU PUT INTO IT. SO HERE
I SIT WITH A PILE OF NEVERENDING BILLS. I CAN NOT AFFORD TO GIVE YOU THE FINER THINGS IN LIFE
WHICH YOU DESERVE. I GUESS IF YOU CAN WAIT WHEN I DO GET ON MY FEET NOTHING IS TO GOOD FOR
YOU. YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME AND I WANT TO BE THERE FOR YOU. IF I TAKE CARE OF YOU THEN
YOU WILL TAKE CARE OF ME. YOU HAVE A PERSONALITY THAT IS UNMATCHED BY ANY OTHER.
I CAN NEVER REPLACE YOU. I AM GOING TO TREAT YOU THE WAY YOU SHOULD BE TREATED BUT WE
HAVE TO BE PATIENT WHICH YOU HAVE BEEN AND I HAVE NOT ESPECIALLY WITH YOU.
THERE ARE DAYS WHEN I AM AMAZED THAT YOU ARE STILL HERE I THINK YOU HAVE AN ILLNESS
THAT I COULD FIX WITH MONEY. I THINK YOUR SMART. I THINK I WANT TO keep YOU.
GINA
I WONDER IF THERE ARE THE OTHERS WITHIN THE VEIL THAT GET PUZZLED AND AMUSED AT OUR
EVERYDAY LIFE FOR ALL WE KNOW WE COULD BE THEIR SOAP OPERAS YOU NEVER KNOW BUT IT IS FUN TO
GUESS AND YES MY LIL OL MIND WORKS IN WEIRD WAYS.
SO BE THE STAR IN YOUR OWN SOAP OPERA AND CREATE THE PERSON THAT OTHERS SEE AND YOU WANT TO
BE BECAUSE YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF THAT YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF YOUR ACTIONS REACTIONS THOUGHT
S WISHES AND ALL OTHER ASPECTS THERE IS NOT VERY STRICT GUIDELINES TO OUR LIVES WE CAN
HAVE ALOT OF DEFFERENT VARIATIONS IN IT AND WE CHANGE EVERYDAY. WE CAN FALLIN LOVE DAILY
WITH OURSELVES OR OTHERS WE JUST HAVE TO PERMIT OURSELVES TO DO THIS AND I JOKINGLY SAY IM
MARRIED TO GOD BUT ARENT WE ALL A LITTLE HE IS SUPPOSED TO COME BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE SO HES
ABOVE ALL IF THERE WERE A STRONGER WORD THAN MARRIAGE THEN THAT IS WHAT IT WOULD BE ...TO ME
I TRY TO CONSULT HIM AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE,IM STILL A WORK IN PROGRESS
I TRY TO FIND BEAUTY IN NATURE BECAUSE THAT IS EVERCHANGING AND SOME OF THE THINGS IN
NATURE HAVE SEEN BIBLICAL DAYS SO WE NEED TO PRESERVE IT SOME LIVE LIKE THERES NO
TOMORROW IN SOME CASES THIS IS GOOD OTHERS NOT SO MUCH
WHEN IT COMES TO LITTERING THIS IS BAD
UNLESS YOU WANT YOUR GRANDKIDS TO DRINK CONTAMINATED WATER WE NEED CLEAN WATER
HAVE YOU EVER WATCHED THE SHOW IDIOCRACY IF NOT YOU SHOULD...
ALL LITTLE BRATS ARE ANGELS
WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER MAYBE WE SHOULD ACT AS SUCH
gina
YOU have the power of self-sufficiency.
Sometimes people-no matter how much they love you
-can't help as much as you can help YOURSELF
Do not resent them for this. There are certain places we
must travel alone. However;the ability to lift
your own spirits is a skill that is exhilerating.
Write your worry, fear, stress, sadness and anger down on paper.
Getting these negative thoughts out of YOUR head is the first step TO PERSERVERENCE
RECOGNIZE your own kick-ass COMPLIMENTS THAT YOU HAVE for you.
All you really have to do is say the opposite of what your negative thoughts tell
you BY THE WAY THIS IS JUST A DARK ENTITY BULLY! if you don't think you can do something
look yourself right in the mirror(sober)
and tell yourself that you CAN and WILL. it will not happen the first time.
But anyone that knows ME knows i believe reideration is necessary for comprehension
even in the id or subconscience mind.
Look in the mirror and repeat what you WANT to be -- out loud.
If you repeat it ten times YOU will start to believe it and then so will others
and then it becomes part of YOU
your thoughts and actions WILL follow your words and become reality. Remember
I always say IT is YOUR damn boat here in life ROW it YOUR way talk like a coach.
Strategy is everything Make it happen. Tell yourself how you're going to win this
game of life. Pump yourself up daily in the mirror. this might sound crazy but it WORKS!!!
Do all those things for yourself DAILY and you will be the person you want to be.
If its alot you want to change or a litlle all you have to do is say over and over
I'm number one! I'm number one." It works I am proof of this.
I used to have self esteem problems.
Believe all of this you say to yourself. You are capable beyond your own comprehension.
The brain is a mighty tool USE IT
Gina Raymond Setzer: when i fish i hope i do to
on January 10th, 2011 at 11:49 pm
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January 2nd, 2011
puzzled and amused
I WONDER IF THERE ARE THE OTHERS WITHIN THE VEIL THAT GET PUZZLED AND AMUSED AT OUR EVERYDAY LIFE..
.............................. FOR ALL WE KNOW WE COULD BE THEIR SOAP OPERAS............... YOU NEVER KNOW BUT
IT IS FUN TO GUESS ..................................
AND YES MY LIL OL MIND WORKS IN WEIRD WAYS.
SO BE THE STAR IN YOUR OWN SOAP OPERA.................................... AND CREATE THE PERSON THAT OTHERS SEE AND
YOU WANT TO
BE..................................................................................................................
BECAUSE YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF THAT........................................... YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF YOUR ACTIONS,
REACTIONS, THOUGHTS WISHES, AND ALL OTHER ASPECTS of DESTINY.............................. THERE IS NOT VERY STRICT
GUIDELINES TO OUR LIVES WE CAN
HAVE ALOT OF DIFFERENT VARIATIONS IN IT AND still achieve our purpose and destiny......................................
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WE CHANGE EVERYDAY. ............................................................................. WE CAN FALLING in or
out of LOVE DAILY.................................................
WITH OURSELVES OR OTHERS................................................................. WE JUST HAVE TO PERMIT
OURSELVES TO DO THIS......................... AND I JOKINGLY SAY IM MARRIED TO GOD ............................
............... BUT AREN'T WE ALL ......A LITTLE ...............................................................
HE IS SUPPOSED TO COME BEFORE ANYTHING.................................
SO HE IS ABOVE ALL........................................................................................
. IF THERE WERE A STRONGER WORD THAN MARRIAGE THAT FIT IT THEN I WOULD USE THAT WORD ...THIS IS IN MY head.
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TO ME HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THE ONLY MAN I PUT COMPLETE TRUST IN AND IF YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND THAT I HOPE ONE DAY
YOU DO!!!!!!!!!! BECAUSE MAN (GENDER NOT SPECIFIC) WILL LET YOU DOWN ...NOT ONE IS PERFECT....................
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I TRY TO CONSULT HIM AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE,.................................... IM STILL A WORK IN PROGRESS
I TRY TO FIND BEAUTY IN NATURE BECAUSE THAT IS EVER CHANGING......................................................
................................................. AND SOME OF THE THINGS IN NATURE HAVE SEEN BIBLICAL DAYS...
SO WE NEED TO PRESERVE IT ............................................................ SOME LIVE LIKE THERE
NO TOMORROW.................................................. IN SOME CASES THIS IS GOOD OTHERS NOT SO MUCH
.........................
WHEN IT COMES TO LITTERING AND SIMILAR CRIMES.................... THIS IS BAD
UNLESS YOU WANT YOUR GRAND-KIDS TO DRINK CONTAMINATED WATER .....................................................
.........WE NEED CLEAN WATER
EVERYTHING ENDS UP IN THE DAMN WATER...................................
HAVE YOU EVER WATCHED THE MOVIE IDIOCRACY IF NOT YOU SHOULD... BECAUSE IT SHOWS WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN IF WE GET ANY
MORE DISRESPECTFUL BUT ITS A COMEDY CHECK IT OUT.........
ALL LITTLE BRATS ARE ANGELS OUR KIDS AND GRAND KIDS DEPEND ON US TO MAKE IT BETTER ...............................
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WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER MAYBE WE SHOULD ACT AS SUCH
OH WELL SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE A PREACHER AND OTHER TIMES
I FEEL LIKE A SAILOR FOR THE OBVIOUS REASONS LIKE I SAID IM NOT ANYWHERE ON THE SPECTRUM OF PERFECTION NOR
WILL I EVER BE BUT I TRY WHEN I AM AWARE WE ALL FALL SHORT BE CAREFUL WE SHOULDN'T JUDGE WE ALL DO SOMETIMES
CATCH YOURSELF REPENT ALL IS FORGIVEN..........DAILY
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